♥ Thursday, June 25, 2009
Dear... did i make u angry again? izit something i have said? yst i cry whole nite not knowing y the vibe turn cold again. i was very worry n hurt when u reply me cooly. thinking those bad memories like before v been through. i dun wan face bec the same thing. i feel so happy be with u after v well bec after a bad quarrel bcoz i learn to appreciate u more. i love u calling me my dear, i luv the way u holding my hand, i love the way u kissed my head, i luv the way u put ur gentle lips to mine, i luv the way u tell loud ur frens u love me, i luv the way u sound worry on phone waiting me home safely, i luv the way u ca®e for me when i was lost, everything u do i juz love u more n more...
i miss u .. i miss u.. muaks..
tmr will be watching transformer with u.. i cant wait.. tell me tmr v will have a happy nite k? i wanna hug u kiss u grab ur hand tight..
recently not quite happy dear..told u yst i feel like dyin .. i quarrel with mum, den rachel suddenly changed, i think she misunderstand me. den i dun wan u misunderstand me too..3 people in one nite can really make me feel miserable. my dad called me twice yst hearin me cryin he tot im sad cuz mum. bt all i was worrying is u. i care how u feel n look bout me. i sounded ye man to u when u was tellin me u goin genting izzit? im sry.. i juz wan sound like i care n jealous. i wont stop u in ur frens circle. i respect u have ur own frens. i dun wan to explain the fault i create.
u r important to me. u make my day u also can turn my day like hell to. tis is life rite. every couple sure will have happy n bad times. but i dun wan this matter spoilt our sweet times together.
Seriously i vr regret go out yst with rachel meet her in times square to company her buy ticket, den v walked around, den v head to dinner, the next guy table came to our table n gave her slimming package brouchure call her think bout it. she vr embarrass dy.. so we go bec. n i go find nix n take bec my money n chat. im tired n it getting late, so i decide stay longer, drink till i jing sun onli drive home. but mum dy angry. in one nite i made so many trouble. i decided not to drive out so late dy. i dun wan u all worry n i dun wan create trouble. i will stay at home b gud girl. but sumtimes in house really lonely and stress. i juz wan a fren to listen n company. my frens r all in pj. wat shud i do. but now i think shud cut off those late nite activity le. unless with only u. my mm n dad onli gimme go out with u cuz they say u send me home is safer. they r rite..
luv me like a baby, let me luv u like a king. im really scared tmr u will cool to me. i dunno wat to say when i feel u r angry at me. the situation turn vr weird sumtimes i really numb wat to say next.
i luv u dear..
sumting tat i din tell u directly afraid u feel its annoying to u.
i miss u.. c u tmr my romeo..
romeo take me to somewhere v can be alone.
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Thursday, June 25, 2009