♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009
stupiest things i have done.. most regret is i find smtg to complain bout..
my valentine is wonderful.. i love it.. i'm so happy n felt te happiness u give me.. but the next day i took it away :(( i make things worst.. im so stressful recently.. i cant control my emotion well. saying things tat din concern u. at beginning i tot i wanna fix our prob , i miss u tehh n sweet talks over me.. everytime i open ur blog i saw wat u wrote to me b4 is so sweet. miss tat.
now i realise wat i did now is wrong.. i know love dun stay the same all the time... love style will change and i cant demand so much... i learned tis now.. i realized alot... i shudnt complain.. shudnt order... shudnt force.... cuz at the end its no meaning..
i hope our relation will get better and not loving without souls. i asked u r u happy with me cuz i dun wan force u over smtg u not willing be with. no matter how much i love u. if ur heart gone.. i only love an empty soul. i wish u still have the love for me.. i dunno wat can i do n how far i can go without u... i feel myself today so fan jing... no dignity.. not gin chi as a girl..i took alot shameful 1st move over u.. hug u, kiss u, hold ur hand.. my heart sore when u wan to pull away.. but the time u hold my hand i kno i cant let go.. no matter wat i will fight for my love.
i know we shudnt meet often when ther's problem starting grow. u told me u nid few days of rest... r u really mean it? if its ur decision , maybe it's good for us to cool down n heat up the love again. i kno u tired loving me for me owiz emotionally explode.. i kno i wrong, i feel sry. can i repair tis? i wan to happy with u.. i wan u smile like talking with ur frens. i wan u feel breath easy, uncontroll. my fault.. i will control tis.. i wont demand u.. tis few days maybe i shudnt kacau u. give u rest. but doesnt mean i giv up. i hope u dun too.. when u feel the love n miss feeling to me is back,u can always find me..
i never stop love u..
hope v can get over tis challenge n move on be stronger relation.
all my life i will be with u forever.. i will owiz here support u even im not by ur side always. love link to us.. im attach to u.. wil only stop when u wanna cut tis string.

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009