jane jane. shud i tell my feeling out tat might be wrong to him or just keep silent cuz tis mayb i juz think much.. i hope i can pass all this thru with him.. end my feeling over ntg.
if dear did saw tis. pls dont mad over wat i said if i wrong. girl have stupid feeling most of time. i hope u understand n comfort me to gimme realise my position in ur heart. mayb not all the time have to say tis la say tat yuk ma de.. mayb v dy hav mature luv.. sien over tis kinda word. but for some special occasion, some day, some time, manja me once a while as bonus can ma? i really siew hei over small things. but i easy to please. lil things can make me so happy. cuz ur effort i can sense love. like u told me u queue for the bag u buy for me @ london in freezin cold time. i really fly high happy n touched! tat feeling is unexplainable. something feels like u wanna cry, u wanna hug him , feel bad over myself cudnt warm u up tat time.. it's a mixture of all feelings in together tat make tis feel so wonderful .. cuz its ur love to me. ^^ dear.. i'm not complaining or demanding, i juz wanna honest wat i feel.. i dun wan diam n keep the feeling of worriness..but at the mean time i oso feel scared.. i scared i tell u how i feel u will fed up treating me better like forever im not satisfy..i do satisfy my now.. the moment us together. i even wish time stop here.. i wish u feel the same.. i really wish how u feel for me as much i do feel for u.
dear .. i dun wan feel im a stranger for u.. cuz it really sad.. mayb shorten msg is gud for busy time..but leave some little time to me kay?