♥ Monday, February 23, 2009
Been few days never heard from him... not sure where is my position now..never been on9 for few days...the moment i on9 i c whether he is on9. saw him put away, not long he turn offline. dun need to ignore me. im not a monster. im not so desperate. the action he made, hurts me. i wont find him. i dunno he will anot. i will just live my life alone now.. its unmeaningful to love someone who want hide from u. and its difficult & hurt.
Been doing alot things these days... not fully recover yet but still can get the sad feeling away for a moment.
Thurs- pasar malam at chow yang ss2 with simon, vivi, rach, alvin.. eat alot 66. next @ MOS.. party like no tmr... vr fun.. saw somebody i knew for long..approached by alot unknown ppl 1 by 1 endlessly when i was busy dancing.. weird and hate it..till my babes bcome jealous liao :( got into vip upstairs with taylor frens, and him mr edison chen alike. Jump to cb to meet Des. seat infront cb chit chat and ciao. off to yumcha session @ sri murni ss2. tired hell. Definate continue for next thurs.
Fri- Been invited to fashion show at Club9 heritage row and the production manager, Mr Zul who is running Diva production and the one who run the fashion show. he intended to sign me under him. i'm not interested at all, keep pushing him to ask my babes, but he insist want my contact and have me picture for future work. he asked me to be interview on tv but i refused him bout fashion and designer on that night cuz i dunno any bout it , im not the designer fan also. he invited me to the vip seat next to the runaway stage and i think i cought in cam during the runaway starts. the show will be preview @ the april time on tv2 soon. Thx babe for the long island tea..although wait u quite long..arg..hate u leavin me alone drinking there like loner :(( while so many gays aside... sienz..but i do still enjoy it. after tat v yumcha at mcd ss2.
Sat- Breakfast with bububutbut at foodstall 14. Back to Heritage row, tis time me and my bububutbut at loft upstairs with des and frens, got to know christine, ana, and so on i forgot the names.. they all r so cool.. although juz meet.. but v dance like nobody biznes. the place is not tat nice compare to mos but u all make the place happen. we girls even get on the side lil stage dance and the guys down stage. next they want go 2nd session..so hardcore..somehow.. i think they misunderstand something. til somepart i get lil sensitive bout.. someone know it.. i hope b understand.
Sun- breakfast with bububutbut at mcd even sick == bububutbut wan kill me :(( after tat fetch princess simon who lazy walk to sch :/ tsk.. 1st time attend sun class.. sch was close when v reach. all stand at the entrance and the handsome lawyer lecture drive in with his c class merz..so yeng look like obama..went to ss2 do facial. rach called me and said someone has pass something to me. after fin facial find rach and carol at mcd ss2, saw from far she carrying a big thing. and she said someone pass to me as present. i feel weird. and worried.. what is the motif or intention giving me tis surprise? i dun hope is tat thing. i offer the present to rach n carol, they dun wan accept it. next i have to carry tis thing to yoga class waiting u babes. wtfuck. i realize i'm in big trouble and make me fall sick..till now.
to someones that come in my life tis time. i dun think is gud time. my heart still have somebody tat i dun even kno is still belong to me. eventhough i'm aware tat the relation im having might not be exist anymore.
i hope u take back the thing u pass to rach to pass to me. i dun feel tis is gud present, cuz i feel its burden to me. it not make me happy. but i feel what u did is trying to connect u. i'm not happy receiving tat. i have enough responsibility now. u cant imagine the stress i have.. especially im sick now.. so if u read tis, take it bec.. i told u i only interested in girls only..and dun force me or else v r not fren nemore.
to someone..dun put effort on me. i nid time off to settle down my ownself 1st. i give myself a priority to live a good life that i worth. i'm happy i'm been appreciate and admire. somehow, things just cannot work, and was not mean to be like tis. i still luv him who i dunno wher he is now. where is my prince?
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