No More Tears To Cry

nearly seven months
since that rainy day in January
yet I still remember it like it was yesterday
(I guess to me it always will be )

rain poured down as if it desperately needed to rid itself of all moisture
as if the clouds felt that they had to ring out all the water that night
that very night
or else the world would come to a drastic end

to me that "end" seemed to come anyway

she never had a chance to grow up

baby still
she was merely turning be a cheerful adult
her hairs grew so fluffy and white
her eyes were just like the eyes i saw for the 1st time..glimmering shine big and round

too young to experience life on her own
yet too old to have it spoon-fed to her

she wanted to be independent
a rebel
she wanted to say that she had done it without her mummy ever worrying
but she found out

it' time to free this baby of mine to own her freedom for eternal.
It's time to go
It's time to hop
Hop for your happy life to a place far on top
It will never be the same summer again
Snowball has melt
Snowie have gone for forever.

In memory of Snowie my baby 080808..
May my love keep you warm,
may the every best thing come to you,
if there's a chance for you to arise,
do appear in my life again,
it's to late to regret but it's never be too late to love you always in my heart..

I had an awful hard, depress, shocking, sad for the past weekend.

Yea, I think you guys might guess it rite by now..

My dearest pet rabbit has just passed away last 080808 which a quite memorable nite for everyone..

She died in fear and alone there she was with a heartless, stupidity prey in my house.

There's no chance i could ever forgive tis "thing"..ever i swear..

i felt awfully wrong cuz i'm not around when she need me most and in pain and fear.

This feeling i will carry the rest of my life because i didn't protect her well.

I'm lucky enough there's him..my guy who is there when i fall...i will never forget the warm shoulder he has offered me to cry on.. the hands he hold me up again..he has teach me to accept.. to be brave face the truth and there's always sumbody that always beside me..

I appreciate my guy vr much..

specially he hold up the courage dealing with my baby's body..even i cudn't do that..

There's always something special in him which makes him mean so much to me..

it's vr "old-fashioned" to repeat this.. but i must say that..i love you.. without you, i would b zero, but when i'm with u i have the infinite love and happiness.

our memory

Alvin, my fren teaching me to tame her..