it's like 2:30 am now in the morning before dawn..i'm just bec fr yum cha session with Jian at our old place "blow blow water" @ ss2.. we played cards and i have to admit tat my lucky has'nt arrive yet... lose kaw kaw on his hand... he is a lucky gambler! As i'm the lucky star shining around him lol...

Haf real nice nite with him..dug out sum of ur lil 小"secrets".. Seriously..dun like to hear bout ur past luv story la.. but because i hv tis lil tiny curiousity and lil bit of 8..but utmost all i gotta learn fr ur past tense x...i will absorb ur sadness, digest ur hatred, and feed u loves..

Hmm... my mini brain sudden make an big thought on furthering my studies in UK after graduate from my current Uni here in UTAR. I'm taking Advertising in now so-called Creative Industry faculty. I'm kinda regret on futhering my studies in UTAR..but it's kinda waaaay too late to pull out now.. I'm dy in my final year 3 and soon be graduating cuming May next year..

I doesn't mean to offence or make such complaint on the Uni i got in.. mayb is not the kind of environment and most importantly..I took the wrong course which most chinese literate /bring up will tot tat advertising includes designs..what i mean here is the in-depth designing skills slybus which Graphic design course that offers. Basicly I did consult UTAR on advertising course..but mayb kinda mislead by sum of the info given..Partially, they do teach rough "basic" skills on designing, but cover most on theory parts. swear it's not enuf if u depend on the slybus provided. For most of us in AV course, I believed tat we explores most by ourself and self-trained by force to complete the CRAZY loaded assignments given.

I started begin my intern in PnR Ad Agency and had a great chance to be site in studio, to be a tiny lil intern designer joining the big great groupie of outstand designers which came from Graphic designer background. I found myself soooooooooooo far away steps to be a designer which they haf the creatively crafted brain, magnetic snapping aligned eyes, turborize fingers, and 7/11 alert mind set , big sharp iris.. lol...wat a metaphor.. learning from them is like my daily dose of VitalMins now. My mini brain is now if never been so juicy than before compare to life in Uni..imma despo learner who omost got killed by every assignments. Sumhow being a designer haf to bare being procrastinating due to heavy workload at work plus extra sleepless nite. Cruel but satisfaction gained worth the sweats.

Btw.. my point here is... i ain't satisfied with the level i huv now.. my future seriously look kinda misty to me.. yet I huv an uncertain path with huge interests..i wanna stuck everything in my tiny miny brain.. lol... if i huv a chance to futhur my studies in Uk, I will definately take graphic design or broadcasting. Ask me why I choose Uk? why not support local? hehe.. the ans is for sum personal reasons..

To wat i most concern now is..the Pound$ matter...tat cost a bomb..my age are no longer eligible to burden my family more.. let's draw a line and release them from tis stressfull money matters just to accomplish my dream. probably get sum part time jobs there. The minimum wage in UK 1 hr is 5.5. As for holidays, work full day laa.. so if u work 20hrs a week, it's definitely enuff for lodging + food...teehee..sounds peanut..finding job oso a hard matter..unless i dye my hair b blond'e chic.

Ahh... jusssst being so exciting dreaming my way to UK...

my soul has flown high up...

clouds to clouds...

oceans to oceans...

i know.. im retarding myself.. and the pictures are not helping oso.. i look like some retard -___-

here Are some links on studying in UK... anyone joining in? lol

http://www.thes.co.uk

http://www.educationuk.org

http://education.guardian.co.uk

http://www.studylondon.ac.uk

www.ucas.ac.uk

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glacias...

Happy Saturday!

at Saturday, August 02, 2008