Jiane are 3 mths old older now... and yet to be felt i'm still ain't perfect gf of his..i'm working on it to b a better girl to him..

night b4 it wasn't our happy nite.. i was wrong..i muz dealt with my emo.. my did and act for being irresponsible gf and ..i was wrong.. i know i shud b by his side always.. and i wasnt ther when he needed me so.. i regret, i feel bad.... i aint gonna repeat it again.. cuz my did got him hurt ... and so it hurt us both...

so here's wat i shud do in order to improve..every of our anniversary i will mark down my resolution to achive and till the next anniversary here i will check my list c how much i improve, did i got myself improve?, did i change my bad, .. and wat so ever .. let u guys b my witness.. Jian Wei...u heard tis?! yea i kno i'm not perfect.. i will work on it .. i luv u so much and i wont ever do tat to hurt u again..

lets scroll down to c my "a better gf mission 2b" to save tis love from harm..

number 1: I will be honest to you

2: I will be by your side always whenever i'm with you

3: I will tell you wateva i feel unhappy with

4: I will not remain silence to you when i'm ko

5: I will control my temper and emotional feelings

6: I will avoid strangers in clubs

7: I will make you happy , smile and laugh

8: I will b yourr spongy drank up all ur sadness & tense

9: I will appreciate and hold the precious time of our moment together

10: To be more sensitive over your feelings, knowing wat u dislike i won't do it

11: Care and love you always like everyday is the end of the world

12: I will treat you good , all the BEST tat i can give

13: I will be more tolerate

There's 13 resolutions i had made here. and it will be always 13. cuz 13 is when our Love begins and brought us here..

Till the next coming August 13.. u guys b my witness.. i am bout to change on every one month time.. tis is my mission.. i do take tis seriously..i aint joking...

JW..i LOVE YOU... i owiz do... luv wont fade till tis heart stop 2 beat.. i never lied my feeling towards you..so pls dun doubt tis feeling of mine..

hope u cud forgive my selfishnes b4.. wrongs i have done, problems i huv created, tears that shed..

it's all worth to let myelf c my weaknesses.. it's all worth for me to do something to b better...

it's all worth for TIS LOVE BELONG TO U & ME.

it's all worth to protect our home

tis luv sparks always do exist

HAPPY LOVING YOU xoxo

at Monday, July 14, 2008