Here to ♥ u endlessly

♥ Thursday, July 31, 2008

everyday works like a robot...i've been sitting infront computer for more than lyk 16 hours everyday.. tired shite... my pair of eyes so hard to open wide now..i wish i cud bring my sunglass to work and everywhere i go now... lights hurts..

i juz dun understand y ppl at work still can enjoy shopping, facial spa...since their time dy mostly occuppied at the work..sigh.. thoughting to pamper myself every saturday for a relaxing facial but.everytime i call they juz said fully booked! i'm vr pissed of with that kind of service and definately won't continue my facial there anymore after i complete the sum i huv paid which ain't worth for the bloody sweats i've earned now.

Today i got my 2nd month of salary in PnR..dem happy.. shopping time~

okay.. so pointless..i felt super boring...

crashing late 2nite..

again

x.x

at Thursday, July 31, 2008

♥ Tuesday, July 29, 2008

what goes wrong?

I dun like guessing..

I wanna avoid misunderstands..

I dun wanna leave any scar..

I just wan you b honest on what u thinking..

Everytimes ther seems "ntg", but what's the actual meaning behind tis word afterall?

i'd think about it over and over..

wat's the things u keeping to urself?

if u think i shudn't kno..

and u muzn't tell..

den let it so..

mayb i shudnt..

but i guess we can try to sort things out and make a happier tmr for both of us..

no matter wat happened.. i do love u..

at Tuesday, July 29, 2008

♥ Monday, July 28, 2008

A lil surprise for the early Lucky Tuesday..

I dug out some of our old pics together and made him tis....

teeheeeeee...

mwaaaaaakkss....i love him soo much... :*

You know I can't smile without you dear
I can't smile without you dear
I can't laugh, and I can't sleep
I don't even talk to people I meet
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without Jian wei.. :))))

You came along just like a song
You brightened my day
Who'd believe you were part of a dream
That only seemed light years away

And you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Some people say the happiness wave
Is somethin' that's hard to find
Into the new leavin' the old behind me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Into the new, leaving the old behind me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

You must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

at Monday, July 28, 2008

♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008

Yes yes yes... it's Fri.. finally can see him le...

mood : HAPPYYYYYYY

a Song that sings my hearts for him.

Muaksssssssss!

at Saturday, July 26, 2008

♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008

updated*" no matter wat happen dear, i will owiz by urside!" always! i love u sooo much..

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Call me anti social for tis weak week..

fragile heart tonight

non a happy day..

okay.. morning.. woke up early and i had a hard time pulling myself out from my bed as i slept late yst altho i crawl to bed at10 sumthing.... after those moaning and groaning.. at last...i woke up... (is not tat easy kay)

=.=

nvm

i reach studio...accepting new jobs illust and indesigning..

Lunch hour we had a farewell lunch to the funny crappy eddy from production at Bangsar..

We have it at Nirvana an Indian shop which looks kinda famous with its hot spicy cuisine on banana leaves.

few spoons dy spoiled my sweaty and bloody diet...

NVM

Bec to the studio..got brief by eve to take over Boony job, which like 3pm which means i only huv few hours to complete the whole thing..wt..

my mind was juz not paying much attention..cudnt even think of any impressive ideas..

so in the end.. i went back ignoring my task.. =.=
ok tis is my fault...

nvm

bec home.. felt kinda dizzy..

nvm

tot can manja with baby..but..call me rest..

=.=

nvm

mood just aint so rite tonite..

nvm

let's just nite nite..

.. (mayb abit of self discipline) again

any mood stabilizer pills?

.....why so serious?

HA HA HA....

-__-

miss him

at Thursday, July 24, 2008

♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008

After a full day of busy work, it was the most happiest moment i huv been waitinG all day..when it comes to 6, but..when i got home hoping that cud .. deep breath...*haihz...
For now i just wanna switch off the lights for another day to come

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' your call
Your phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Disturbia

Release me from this curse
I've been trying to maintain
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

nite

at Wednesday, July 23, 2008

♥ Monday, July 21, 2008

ahhhh... What a fruitful weekend.. i did shopping.. i did club, i watched the Batman, and utmost of all i get to spent my time with him..

snap in club

rewinding time..

bec to the oldtown kopitiam session again at tmn midah...

and silly us v huv good sense of art i tell u...

sweeeet cupa coffeee..

sweet kinda guy

i'm dem proud i did tis.. hahaaaaaa

wonder wat the waiter who collect the plate think of us..

my fav place for night view.. close to the bright shinny corns..

our sweet time

just the two of us

v r tied to b together

wear my sunny... ;P so cool

so many pics din upload.... :(

oh ya.. did i mention tat my company was break in last week? lol.. work still goes on..and i'm getting busier and busier... fuuuuussy fuuuussy clients.. forkiu is the simplest word to destress..

the more busier i cought in.. the more i miss him..

sleep time... nite....

at Monday, July 21, 2008

♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008

sien.....

work, sleep, eat , work , sleep, eat...

fri tmr again....

haih...

at Thursday, July 17, 2008

♥ Monday, July 14, 2008

Jiane are 3 mths old older now... and yet to be felt i'm still ain't perfect gf of his..i'm working on it to b a better girl to him..

night b4 it wasn't our happy nite.. i was wrong..i muz dealt with my emo.. my did and act for being irresponsible gf and ..i was wrong.. i know i shud b by his side always.. and i wasnt ther when he needed me so.. i regret, i feel bad.... i aint gonna repeat it again.. cuz my did got him hurt ... and so it hurt us both...

so here's wat i shud do in order to improve..every of our anniversary i will mark down my resolution to achive and till the next anniversary here i will check my list c how much i improve, did i got myself improve?, did i change my bad, .. and wat so ever .. let u guys b my witness.. Jian Wei...u heard tis?! yea i kno i'm not perfect.. i will work on it .. i luv u so much and i wont ever do tat to hurt u again..

lets scroll down to c my "a better gf mission 2b" to save tis love from harm..

number 1: I will be honest to you

2: I will be by your side always whenever i'm with you

3: I will tell you wateva i feel unhappy with

4: I will not remain silence to you when i'm ko

5: I will control my temper and emotional feelings

6: I will avoid strangers in clubs

7: I will make you happy , smile and laugh

8: I will b yourr spongy drank up all ur sadness & tense

9: I will appreciate and hold the precious time of our moment together

10: To be more sensitive over your feelings, knowing wat u dislike i won't do it

11: Care and love you always like everyday is the end of the world

12: I will treat you good , all the BEST tat i can give

13: I will be more tolerate

There's 13 resolutions i had made here. and it will be always 13. cuz 13 is when our Love begins and brought us here..

Till the next coming August 13.. u guys b my witness.. i am bout to change on every one month time.. tis is my mission.. i do take tis seriously..i aint joking...

JW..i LOVE YOU... i owiz do... luv wont fade till tis heart stop 2 beat.. i never lied my feeling towards you..so pls dun doubt tis feeling of mine..

hope u cud forgive my selfishnes b4.. wrongs i have done, problems i huv created, tears that shed..

it's all worth to let myelf c my weaknesses.. it's all worth for me to do something to b better...

it's all worth for TIS LOVE BELONG TO U & ME.

it's all worth to protect our home

tis luv sparks always do exist

HAPPY LOVING YOU xoxo

at Monday, July 14, 2008