Sometimes I felt breatheless living in this house... i fed up with my parents thought & way of handling stuff. I have to confess i might not be a good child, i messed up my own life and others life..yea..im not a good person.. but when im in this situation.. is totally another story. Years i was let down again, got fool by much excuses. Now i'm totally fed up with it.. Yes i cried, & she knew it. is your business much more important den me? my dreams were shattered once again. it has ended me up bcome a weaky and hopeless..no more sadness pliz..no more disappointment plizz, no more empty hope & promises. im juz too exhausted..

i wud b flying

if only i got a pair of wings

i wud fly bcoz i wan to break free fr everything

i wud fly bcoz i no longer a child to u

i wud fly bcoz u wan me b independent so;

if only i was given a choice.

For my dear, dun worry me on tis k? hours ago maybe i'm ko. hours later when i was on the bottom of the world, i got ur call ,u bring me up again & now i felt much more relieve. ^^ somehow i felt u can sense me. i got ur call everytime i feel upset & u appeared to me everytime i needed u so. You huv been such a tolerant and patient bf to me. eventhough i being bad to u hang up ur calls and ignored u, u r able to forgive & tolerate to me.u juz caught me in a very weird time of my life. treating me so well actually makes me feel even more guilty and reluctant..i juz can ask for your forgiveness and ensure u i won't repeat it again ,i knew my action makes u upset n makes u worry.. sorry dear.

at Tuesday, May 20, 2008