How to say i miss u?

today i drunk drive. im upset u wasnt here for me but u were ther with frens. wat else im asking for ur help? im disgust with myself.. im nobody am i?

 Faith Hill - There You'll Be
When I think back 
On these times 
And the dreams 
We left behind 
I�ll be glad 'cause 
I was blessed to get 
To have you in my life 
When I look back 
On these days 
I�ll look and see your face 
You were right there for me 

In my dreams 
I�ll always see you soar 
Above the sky 
In my heart 
There always be a place 
For you for all my life 
I�ll keep a part 
Of you with me 
And everywhere I am 
There you�ll be 

Well you showed me 
How it feels 
To feel the sky 
Within my reach 
And I always 
Will remember all 
The strength you 
Gave to me 
Your love made me 
Make it through 
Oh, I owe so much to you 
You were right there for me 

In my dreams 
I�ll always see you soar 
Above the sky 
In my heart 
There always be a place 
For you for all my life 
I�ll keep a part 
Of you with me 
And everywhere I am 
There you�ll be 

'Cause I always saw in you 
My light, my strength 
And I want to thank you 
Now for all the ways 
You were right there for me 
You were right there for me 
For always 

In my dreams 
I�ll always see you soar 
Above the sky 
In my heart 
There always be a place 
For you for all my life 
I�ll keep a part 
Of you with me 
And everywhere I am 
There you�ll be